it's another saturday, cant believe i'm home for two sat nights
even people asking me where i heading tonight???
guess what i told them??? HOME!!!
they somehow doubt me, but... it's ok to me coz i noe i been clubbing dunno how many sat nights
try to control myself from clubbing too much =)

yea, today somehow i not feeling well at work
felt cold, muscles aching and stomach upset
probably guess i have stomach flu??? shall see how tml!!!
working was "so-so" coz of the sales so... SUCKY and i'm tired
work with jiawen for the 2nd time??? since aft her 1st day of work with me ba
crappy with nonsense qns and asked me dont "chu chu liu qing" with girls
but... simply i'm just friendly with them =p

she adviced me dont find gf while i goin army next year
well... i guess it's depend coz feeling cant control
erm... some stories i heard frm my guy frenz, their gf left them
basically, some girls scare of loneliness cant afford to wait and...
tink other guys are so "GOOD GUY" compared with current bf, they go with him
which i tink some girls are not strong enough to handle r/s
even jiawen agreed with my ans coz she understand it
whatever stories i heard is TOTALLY BULLSHIT!!! =D

currently, r/s stuff i shall leave behind me and...
achieve my GOALS!!!! =D

it's Friday, I'M LOVING IT!!! =D
i'm still tired coz went POWERHOUSE with my frenz on wed night
it's FUN and I LOVE THE MUSIC!!! shall go next month again!!! haha
aft club, had breakfast at AMK AVE 10 had india food then cabb-ed home

i never went work ytd =x
slept till 3pm plus woke up then gaming
waited father back home to have steamboat tgt
it's his 46th birthday!!! i have quite young dad uh??? =D
ate till so bloated!!! it's hard for me to sleep now

what next for me???
*hope my hair faster grow long and goin to do my hair again
*planning BBQ with friends instead of club
*starts saving money
*gym-in aft my SIP end
*lookin for chances to drive on the road. I WANT A CAR!!!
*I WANT A IPHONE 3Gs and...

haha, i guess that enough for me now
if not... to many hard to accomplish =D

it's 1.13am, sleeping time
GOOD NIGHT!!! =)

it's 15th Nov 2009, mid November already

erm... it's my first post for this month

coz i am lazy to update and nothing happening too

my world simply is WHITE & BLACK

(WHITE: working & BLACK: clubbing)

hope aft my SIP, my life will slowly turn into a RAINBOW

i have more time to rest and as usual will work

I MISS SCHOOL!!! cant wait to return school next month =)

it's SATURDAY NIGHT!!! unusual sign which i will blogging at this time

should be at REBEL or POWERHOUSE by now but... i turn down few friends today

below photo was taken during Halloween Party

can see i quite enjoyed with my BROTHERS! uh??? =D

recently, i am quite vexed. quarrel with my dad ytd and...

i been neglecting a person for weeks yill i read she left me a message

all the while, i been quiet and aft work, doin house chores, tv-ing, sleeping, doin my stuffs and... feed this precious prince dog, Rainson

i never tink of anything, just live day by day

through sometimes may feel lonely but... yet survived thru

i satisfied with my singlehood life, no need to vex abt another party

my heart tells me a r/s setback definitely will cause my life devastated again

esp my studies, my work performances and my mentally

probably is my selfishness to hurt people feeling if my feeling is not serious as in the past

what should i DO???

today 27 Oct 2009, 5 days to November 2009
time passes reali fast, we are goin welcome 2010
next month, there are goin be 5 people birthday

*Nico's 19th birthday - 6 Nov
*Jie Xiang's 21st birthday - 10 Nov
*Rain's 20th birthday - 15 Nov
*Best buddy, Enning's 21st birthday - 18 Nov
*Father's 46th birthday - 19 Nov

ytd very late then slept, talking to my beloved mother
discussing abt father's birthday, how we goin to celebrate???
in my mind is everyone take off from work on tat day
i intending rent a car for a day to bring my family out for dinner and rounding
but... my mother cant take off so... still considering steamboat at home???

another random question from her, which girl i dating with now???
do i look like a playboy??? =D
dunno what her mind tinking lo. always object me having gf but...
recent months, will randomly ask me which girl i dating with???
yea, i told her now i dont tink of having a gf currently
feel more relaxing now when the BIG BURDEN off my shoulders

to me, i can single for long coz i alread use to my loneliness life
everything do on my own without bother people and be there for people giving advices
see my surrounding poeple putting on their smile, i oso happy =)
a satisfaction in my heart, That's SIMPLE!!!

if anyone of you wan cure my loneliness, just text or call me out
i sure steady provided my pocket is full of money, then i will step out my house =D

today it's SUNDAY, another week goin end soon
i just had 2 BIG LOUD SNEEZE!!! donno who scold me or missing me??? =D
i currently i'm so tired aft 12 continuous working days
still got another 6 days till end of October and dunno when i should off???
wait till Hari Raya Haiji??? that's goin be long man!!!
i shall see how and plan my time

well, i'm satisfied with my sales at Far East ytd and today
seems i in top form and having lucky stars around me???
seeing those Far East frenz and my customers reali make my days =)
today, someone make a special visit. That's Yeapmin with her bro along too!!!
SO NICE OF HER!!! treated me a Honey Green Tea
THANK YOU!!! no wonder i so gullible tongue while doin my sales
i hope i can maintain my top form for weeks or mayb even months

i guess i saw what aheads in my future
i should walk on further and explore more for my benefits
ok, it's goin 12am soon, i shall head to bed now
GOOD NIGHT!!! =D

today it's friday again, i still have 6 more fridays to count down
but... i getting tired and tired for past few days
dunno why so tired recently???
even in the train, i reali doze off and sometimes knock on people shoulders or nearly miss my stop

yesterday at work, requested doing research in the Intern room instead of lab
so tired, till i reali fall asleep for more than 30min???
when i woke up, i was shocked to see Chun You's mentor in the room
guess mayb he will tell my mentor that i sleepin instead of researching
i shall see how tml??? if tio say, just say ba coz i'm wrong too

my eyes is getting heavier and heavier keep forcing me to close it
how long am i going to survive thru another 6 weeks more???
tis month, i alread down 2 days off and works 21 days
i still got 8 more days for tis month to survive thru
yea, i will be resting from club for tis week till next sat
hopefully i can recharge my energy and work more efficiently

it's late now, i shall sleep
tml will be a long day, DSTA (9am-5.30pm) and 7pm work at Far East Plaza
GOOD NIGHT!!!

hello everyone, it's MONDAY again!!!
another new week started and November is getting nearer
how i wish time passes more faster till 4 December!!!

i just back from work and i'm still SICK!!! =(
morning, i simply so tired to do my stuffs and waiting for time to pass
received call from uncle elson and asked me stand in for him from 7pm
yea, aft work chiong to another work, that's Far East Plaza
well, it's 2nd day i'm at there and ytd i was there
it's been 4mths, i never station at that outlet and every sun i will goin be there =)
feels good to work alone and peaceful. it's make me more motivate
the sales is bare on my shoulders and aiming to do well

tis week, there's goin be another wed, fri and sat
tellin myself stop clubbing for a week coz wallet gettin thinner and thinner
yea, i will be back next sat coz it's Halloween and goin happening
see you guys next sat =p

it's 11.10pm, my tv show start liao. BYE!!!

it's 2.06am, well i still so awake =D

just bathed and back from ZIRCA

seems like my life keep talkin about my clubbing life uh???

yea, it's a last minute jio from my best buddy, Enning aft dinner

meet him and Chin Hong at Far East Plaza while i went for a hair cut

the 20 bucks didnt see effect but... just trim it neatly and change another hair style

still need to thank my hairstylist, Michelle always satisfied me with the outcome =)

guess what hairstyle i goin into???

well, it's...

THIS!!!

well, some people may say it's looks gay or "gu niang"

and some people say it's suit me when Michelle helped me with this hairstyle

coz i know i'm being born with COOL and a BAD GUY FACE =D

i'm confident when i walk out with this hairstyle and it's a trend in JAP hairstyle book

whether is it a bad or good comment, everything always have the first try

a philosophy: you never try, you will never know

so... i shall end here and go to sleep

good night!!!

I LOVE FRIDAY!!! =D

it's another new week started, simply HATE Monday to Thursday
but... I LOVE FRIDAY!!! i tink every people working in the office
same as me??? looking forward FRIDAY!!! =D

well, i having a sexy voice which i feel so terrible now
yea, i went to REBEL on sat and drank cups and cups of CHIVAS
till aft club, i started losing my voice and
MORE POWER is... i had roti prata for two days
i guess it's will be getting worse soon
hope i will get WELL SOON!!!

it's PHOTO TIME!!!

16.09.2009 @ REBEL

a small ponytail =D

2months aftermath of my long hair

hey guys, i'm back aft 1 week of MIA =D
erm... recently, nothing much happened around me
bz workin and cum clubbing with my club buddies, haha
but... ytd i was SICK and rested at home the whole day

today, went back to work so... BORED
it's seems like everyday i just passing my time
how i wish the remaining 8 weeks faster pass
aft work, bus-ed to Far East Plaza see my bro and uncle elson
meet louis and chin hong over there too
out of sudden craving for steamboat so... we guys went to bugis had it on =p...

we guys talk abt NS life, club, r/s problems, working life and our past

just puzzled why human being scare of loneliness and envy others' life???

even there is no companion, i guess we still need to carry on our life everyday

at least there are friends and family beside which wont feel so lonely

this is what my life i having now, haha

living so freedom and happily just sometmes vexed abt my problems

i'm struggling myself to stand firm on my feet

just hope my surrounding friends having their smile on their face =)

so abt saturday??? i guess you guys read sure tink the chances of me goin???

well... i still dunno MAN!!! haha

i just had my medicine, sleeping time!!!

GOOD NIGHT!!!